LAST WORDS
by Mary Jo Salter
Forgive me for not writing sober,
I mean sooner, but I almost don’t
dare see what I write, I keep mating mistakes,
I mean making, and I’m wandering
if I’ve inherited what
my father’s got.
I first understood it when he tried
to introduce me to somebunny:
“This is my doctor,” he said,
then didn’t say more, “my daughter.”
The man kindly nodded
out the door.
I thought: is this dimension
what I’m headed for?
I mean dementia.|
Not Autheimer’s, but that kind he has,
possessive aphasia: oh that’s good,
I meant to say progressive.
Talk about euthanasia!
I mean euphemasia,
nice words inside your head not there,
and it’s not progress at all.
No, he’s up against the boil
after years now of a sad, slow wall
and he’s so hungry,
I mean angry.
Me too. I need to get my rhymes in
while I still mean. I mean can.
from Zoom Rooms by Mary Jo Salter ( Knoipf, 2022).
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Author: The Best American Poetry
