Michael Mark: Pick of the Week [ed. Terence Winch]

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Visiting Her in Queens Is More Enlightening than a Month in a Monastery in Tibet

 

For the fourth time my mother

asks, “How many children

do you have?” I’m beginning

 

to believe my answer,

“Two, Mom,” is wrong. Maybe

the lesson is they are not mine, 

 

not owned by me, and 

she is teaching me about

my relationship with her. 

 

I wash my dish and hers. 

She washes them again. I ask why.

She asks why I care.

 

Before bed she unlocks and opens

the front door. While she sleeps

I close and lock it. She gets up. Unlocks it.

 

“What I have no one wants,” she says.

I nod. She nods.

Are we agreeing?

 

My shrunken guru says she was up all night

preparing a salad for my breakfast.

She serves me an onion.

 

I want her to make French toast

for me like she used to. 

I want to tell her about my pain,

 

and I want her to make it go away.

I want the present to be as good as

the past she does not remember.

 

I toast white bread for her, butter it,

cut it in half. I eat a piece of onion. 

She asks me why I’m crying.

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Michael Mark is the author of the chapbook Visiting Her in Queens is More Enlightening than a Month in a Monastery in Tibet, which won the 2022 Rattle Prize. His poems have appeared in Copper Nickel, The New York Times, Pleiades, Ploughshares, Poetry Northwest, Sixth Finch, Southern Review, The Sun, and elsewhere. His two books of stories are Toba (Atheneum) and At the Hands of a Thief (Atheneum). [This poem originally appeared in The Sun.]

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Attributed to Vincenzo Campi (1530-1591) - Old Peasant Woman with a Distaff and Spindle              Attributed to Vincenzo Campi (1530-1591), Old Peasant Woman with a Distaff and Spindle

       

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