I have just realized that i am a garbage person. I am a waste of resources. I have done nothing in my life because i have been taught wanting something is bad as a child. I was a smart kid I learnt quickly. And when you don’t want anything in life you just let go of everything. I have struggled with anxiety and depression for several years. I was thinking something is wrong with me and in time I would be healing. But last night it hit me. I was lucky. I had a decent life and full potential. Then I freeze my brain with drugs fed myself to death (now I am obese with many diseases). And no contribution to civilization. Since I am a lazy dumb fuck. I can’t understand how I could have let everything go that bad. Now I want to kill myself because I am still the same garbage. This seems easier than getting up n trying to recover as much as possible and have a good life. But this time I need to step up and change myself. All by myself alone. Thank you for reading.
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