“Unraveling Taste: The Hidden Bitterness Behind Roy Pullam’s Salad Days”
What does it mean to truly remember someone, especially a parent? As I sit here reflecting on the evocative imagery painted in the poignant lines of this touching poem, I find myself grappling with that very question. The raw emotion captured in each stanza invites us into a deeply personal snapshot of loss, love, and the relentless passage of time. It’s not the warm memories of father-son bondings that come to the forefront, but rather the echoes of struggle—the wheezing breaths, the creaking bones, the silent battles fought in the shadows. While some cherish camping trips and playful afternoons, others are left with an indelible awareness of mortality, coupled with an unconditional love that transcends shared experiences. How can one sum up a lifetime of moments that are both cherished and haunting? Dive into these stirring reflections that explore the complexities of remembrance and the bittersweet journey of growing up under the weight of illness. This poem speaks to the heart of what it means to record, to remember, and ultimately, to lose. Join me as we unravel this beautifully crafted narrative together. LEARN MORE.
My eyes recorded things
My memory won’t let go
The pain in my father’s eyes
As he fought breathlessness
The hard wheeze
The perspiration
On a winter’s day
The creak of his tired bones
As he lifted
His body from the cane chair
The smell of liniment
He put on his broken back
Healed with too little attention
From the doctor
Who had put him
In the corset
No therapy
No follow-up visit
Left to suffer
The fate of the poor
The halting trudge
Across the yard
As he made his way
To the mailbox
Slow steps
With frequent stops
His chest heaving
As he tried to force
Air between the shiny black
Coal dust
In his lungs
Too old before his time
I do not have warm tales
Of throwing the ball
Taking camping trips
Other children recall
About their fathers
But how I loved him
Always aware
That one day
He would struggle in vain
And the breathe
Would not come
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