The Proud Beggar
Am I happy to have lived
When and where I did
America The 20th century
I’ve often said so
Grateful anyhow for my good luck
But I’ll be happier soon
To have shed both when and where
My landlord has had me evicted
Katrina struck
As Charlie lay on the mattress
Of a New York hospice
And he had as little care
For the deaths of those other paupers
As for his own
May I achieve the same
Dark wisdom
Yet still I scrawl
These codicils and think
It matters who gets
Dibs on the dust
From my shitpile
Didn’t I write
Just after he died
“Nothing we had
Was worth the having”
And isn’t that still true?
These few disintegrating molecules
And then the mattress
Will be rotated
To receive the next deposit
Our chiefs may rejoice
For when they die
Their ships go down
In the same flames
They aren’t evicted
They laugh at the poor in their rags
Pushing crook-wheeled grocery carts
Filled with moldy books
Please buy one, Sir
Just a dollar
Less for you
— Tom Disch
from Endzone, “Tom Disch’s Live Journal,” entry for June 1, 2008
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Author: The Best American Poetry
